Friday, February 09, 2007
something's bugging me recently.
can't figure what.
sometimes it's ok. sometimes it just didn't feel right.
sometimes i feel i should be the one to bug off. ok. maybe that's on the serious note.
i called. with all good intention thinking at least you need a break.
want to keep your spirit up.
but so much concetration on your side. i felt i was intruding.
maybe i was.
'i'll get back to you later'. ok. 5mins, no that was barely 1min. that was too much for u.
so i am taking up your time.
should i get used to that? so that's the way you are to work. to me.
no right or wrong. but it just bugs me.
because it is scary to know that i know you are like that but sometimes it's too much for me.
not even a sms to say ' i'm still in blah blah blah. still doing blah blah blah.'
to think i was being nice. showing concern. maybe i should not have.
urgh.
can i give you that space?
.CHAOTA-FIED.
