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Thursday, March 30, 2006

keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

CTG >>> Haha. actually i alwys tell myself that pple who are lidat will be my ideal partner. it's like the Dao ming si in meteor garden. Hehe. Somehow he suits this character. Alwys thot he look quite quiet. yar thot. hahha

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

CTG >>> that's absolutely true (X and he's one.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

CTG >>> even if he doesn't think this way, i will always be one (X

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

CTG >>> well... it's not really a crucial factor but if it affects the r/s badly.. then..

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

CTG >>> Obvious!!

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

CTG >>> Damn True. I know pple who have been thrg it. It was terrible. serious. I wld never wan it to happen to me. really.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

CTG >>> Always will (X

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

CTG >>> (":

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

saw this on da jie - peiling's blog. thot it will be interesting to do one. some kind of analysis thingy. not a matter of whether u believe it or not. no harm doin rite (:

-chao ta girl misses silly boy-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Gosh. I can't help it but to say..
I luv his silliness!! (":
but dun spoil the surprises k.

- chao ta girl & the silly boy-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

will never forget 260306.
touched (":
came even when it was late into the night.

this time i thought for really long.
long enough.
mus have been a long wait on the other side.
had so many spokespersons around me. kind of like doing the advertising. haha
actually i always know.
jus that sometimes i chose to avoid to prevent anyone frm getting hurt.
i needed to think.
but it was enough.

i seen it for myself.
actually what had been stopping me.. i didn't really care so much now.
i noe i will be happy.
egg sandwich can make him so happy.
sometimes he can be so blur. *toot* haha.
but i luv that silliness thgh (:

-chao ta girl & silly boy-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Our biggie day : MR 500 at seletar reservoir 180306

12.15 am.. all of us waiting for each other at khatib mrt station. ben shah me jasmyn wilson. ( wonder why her hand is there. hahha. wad a misleading pic :P)

Some of the girls who met at the station. we look good!!!

Some of the guys. Do they look good? wahha bugs me :P

Audy's lorry to our race. Naresh look so happish to be on the lorry like he nv sat on it before. hahahaha(: so exciting!!

The girls race. ( we are the boat in the centre) Fighting all the way!!!

Doing visualisation before the mixed race. we are goin to make it!!

Us in the boat in front!! strong coordination n team spirit yah! The girls happish with our tremendous improvement (:
On the lorry back to school. our captain ( the blue guy in centre insists on taking the pic to show we are really on the lorry. gosh. how old liao. hahhaa but we had to fulfill his small wish. so join him lo. hahhaa. quite shiok to be on the lorry thgh. alwys luv the wind!! ^^)

Me and phie phie. the guys tryin tp qiang jin tou. haiz. cmi lah. haha

Love them like i never loved before (:

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Friday, March 24, 2006

oh my gosh ( yvon's fav tagline.. hahha)
it's been more than a week since i updated my blog. that's really recordbreaker sia.
sorrie to all my blog fansy. kekekeke.
been super super super ultra super busy.
had 3 presentations this week. mon ltb, wed ppp, thurs comms.
i still have ltb report, ppp report n 1 comms doc. but all that is still okae.
so glad the presentations over!! yay!! (:
last weekend was my dragonboat competition. so i was rushing like mad doin my projs.
stayed over in sch. was a good experience thgh. rite cip n amadeo? hahhaa (:
they are my best buds sia.

so many things happened since i last blogged. until i dun noe where to start.
so i am not goin to start. hahahhaa. but the past few days had been really great for me.
rushing proj was crazy but i am so glad i am working with pple who are jus as crazy as me.and who can tolerate my jokes. Hehehe. dewei almost couldn't take it today. wahaha.
and i miss my ltb teammates!!
finally lost my matric card. i think. oops. it's not jus abt the 35 bucks. but all the admin work that i have to go thrg to get a new one. and i have to make a POLICE REPORT!!
wad the fishball rite.. it's jus a matric card la. kaoz. but anyway. nvm. small case la (:
really had to catch up on my sleep. if not the pimples aunties n dark rings uncles will stay with my temporary.

ohh i have to mention this. I LUV dragonboat team SMU like i ever loved before (":
we will make them chase us in the june race. tremendous improvement yeah!
u guys jus rock my world lar (:

-chao ta girl who will divulge more the next time. hee-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Lyrics from JAson Mraz :: Life is wonderful.
It's really meaningful (:

it takes a crane to build a crane
it takes two floors to make a story
it takes an egg to make a hen
it takes a hen to make an egg
there is no end to what i'm saying

it takes a thought to make a word
and it takes some words to make an action
it takes some work to make it work
it takes some good to make it hurt
it takes some bad for satisfaction

la la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
al la la la la

it takes a night to make it dawn
and it takes a day to make you yawn brother
it takes some old to make you young
it takes some cold to know the sun
it takes the one to have the other

and it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is
and it takes some fears to make you trust
it takes those tears to make it rust
it takes the dust to have it polished (Yeah)

ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is so full of
ah la la la la la la life is so rough
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is our love
ah la la la la la

it takes some silence to make sound
it takes a loss before you found it
and it takes a road to go nowhere
it takes a toll to make you care
it takes a hole to make a mountain

ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
ah la la la la la
it is so wonderful
it is so meaningful
it is so wonderful
it is meaningful
it is wonderful
it is meaningful
it goes full circle

- chao ta girl into jason mraz n john mayer-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

2 straight trgs. fri n sat.
super duper tired. kind of zone out. esp today.
fri's was super shiok. hahaha. coz we kept winning the guys for all the sets we did. woohoo!!
DB girls are damn good la (":
so proud of ourselves. we are getting damn aggressive now.
dun care if we spoil our image by being a bua cha bo. hahaha.
Fighting spirit. yeah! we got that (: come on girls.. all the way!

today's one was damn zai aso!
kaoz.. row until i got abrasions on my butt sia. wad the fishball. bleah.
but the glide was there lo. so wad if there's abrasions.. it's all worth it (:
but the mixed boat sort of affected me sia.
coz i couldn't put in all my power. as in do a proper stroke.
diff. pple are telling me diff things. gosh. wad am i supposed to do..
but it was super shiong. it's like kaoz. guess i am jus not used to it. it's the first time we started really rowing a mixed race set. i still prefer to have DK in front of me and a girl at the back.
not so pressurizing..
can u imagine being kiep between 2 guys? nv been so horrendous sia.
i mean it sounds too good to be true. but seriously.. if u were in my shoes.. oh man. haha.
mayb that's one i was a bit turned off. coz i was still thinking wad i can do abt my strokes. and aso the advice pple are giving to me.
oh we got our new paddles yest!! so nice! see....

that's my Chao Ta Baby!! it's finally home. been looking forward to its homecoming since last year. look so sae rite..
jus imagine a bunch of dragonboaters walk down orchard with the paddle. kaoz like how sae can.

this first thing i did when my baby reached home was to personalise it.
so cute rite (:
actually there's a trick to make it stay there. and it's not permanent marker can. need to return to school after we quit the cca wan. but still i wan it to be my dearest baby even if it's for while (:

But i mus learn to protect my baby first. keep wanting to put it on the grd. bleah.
ohh.. and i took a pic of the glass panel i did in school. wahaha.

this is really my hard work sia.
all for DB (:
felt the team identity after zhui's talk with us and after trgs.
too bad the blacker like no ink lidat. keith's wan. so lao ya rite.
mus complain to him. lend such a lousy marker.
Trace could identify my handwriting. and she asked me if i did that. haha. so smart. haha.

okie goin to blog at db's blog. been a super long time since i blog there. thgh i was alwys their regular. hee.

ohh.. i did sth silly on fri comms class. coz din have lunch due to a lesson before comms.
so usually i jus eat in class. then jus when i was abt to pop my hershey's cookies n cream into my mouth. the prof turned around to face me. that time my natural instinct was to put it straight into my mouth. thgh i seriously noe it's kinda rude. at least in my perspective. felt so bad.
but i went to apologize to my prof. thgh he jus brushed it off. but i wonder if he's offended. but nvm at least i did wad i was supposed to do. hahaha. that's how bad my conscience can do sometimes.

i mean in a way it's good. coz at least i dun feel guilty often.
but sometimes certain things are like cheap thrill. things that u can only do in class. haha.
but my conscience alwys get better of me n i seriously can ponder over sth that went against my conscience for quite sometimes.
that's why i can't tell lies. if i did, it will be damn obvious. hahhaa.

- My chao Ta Baby's finally home -

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

:) finally drew sth for dragonboat on the glass panels along concourse near the CCA room
been wanting to doodle on it. finally get my hands on it today.
well actually yesti did the board after trg. but i redo it again today. coz i only had keith's black marker.
specially bought a red one frm MPH. sunday's sch bookstore's closed.
quite satisfied with it. thgh i think i need a blacker black marker. haha - means more ink.

better get back to my psych readings. worth 200 plus pages with tiny miny words. gosh.
before i go...

was reading this magazine - I.S. which i kop from the fruit stall in concourse kopitiam.
there's particular last sentence in that particular article in this particular page made me feel so close to the heart.. something which i always believe in. so surprised that someone felt the same way too..
It ends off with:

"I would rather wait for someone who is at least the closest to the one."

how true...

- burnt chao ta girl-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Saturday, March 04, 2006

phew. finally macro's over.
not as bad as i expected. thot i wldn't be able to do a single qns.
and i managed to solve qns 1 part A which will garner me 30 out of 100.
hee.
jus hope can pass can le.

got back my comms.
gosh. way below my expectations.
esp for my written assignment. got C+. wad the fishball.
is it that bad? dun noe wad the prof wans aso.
somehow i have this thing against my comms prof. and i think he has this thing against me aso.
die-ed. ( but i am kinda glad that i am not the only one with C+. apparently the class din do that well either. but i shldn't be complacent rite. yar. i shld ask the class to boycott him sia)
then my individual presentation. thot i did pretty okae. got B+. thot could get a grade higher.
mayb he's really stingy on that.
last presentation for comms. think it's goin to be pretty tough. coz apparently the prof ain't sure abt wad he wans frm us aso after how we bombarded our qns. headache sia. not for me. i mean him. XP

hmmm.. wad's happening????
i think my midterms dwn the drain.
my first psych midterms. yar i passed it. but it was way below the class average. i think i am like the last few in class. and to think that i am goin to major in psych. oh gosh. i can't let dawn dekle down! feels so guilty goin for her lessons after i got my results.
then macro. been getting lousy grades for all my assignments. like jus passed can.
thgh it's only worth 5% out of everything. but i am worried.
i noe i haven't been paying attention. distracted.
can't let my zara prof dwn.

but i am beginning to pick up the pace. hopefully.
can't let all this pin me dwn..

hmmm.. mayb like wad they all say..
sometimes we have to go thrg the worst, then we learnt.
okae. chao ta girl. buck up kae!! X)
jus got to put in extra extra more effort. like having extra chilli in mee pok? erm.. okae. not funny. hahaha

had a great run with esther today. ran frm sch to SDBA n back. we practically tok thrgout the whole run. great abs exercise there. haha.
din get to see my eye candy. been tryin to spot him. nowhere to be found within my visual radar.
yup. wilson. fate. hahaha.

this sem ain't getting any better. except for trgs.
need to get over this sem. and end it nicely at least.
Focus. Got to push myself. Don't procrastinate. :)

-determined chao ta girl-

wonder how's panny n work.. hope he's surviving :")

.CHAOTA-FIED.

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