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Monday, January 30, 2006

expecting this year's new year visitings to be quite routine. predictable.
woke up early in the morning. cold bath.
maybe i shld put my cam to good use this year. for a change.hee X)
so i shall start with my feet?!! keke.

Biggie toes..
did this on my own!! it's not pedicure. nicey rite.takes someone with a A in art to do that. wahaha. someone's goin to faint again XP.
did sth lidat on my mummy's feet too. bleah. wasted din take a pic. everyone thot she went for a pedicure lo. but little did they noe it's my artistic talent. hahaha. was super super satisfied with it! sense of achievement can!

My brand new roomie!! as good as new. got a new coat of paint. thx to dad. so accomodating. got me the green that i wanted. hee. see that super bright window. my fav hangout during exam periods. see that artpiece on the wall? my sec 2 art exam artwork! luv the orange new bedsheet. think it matches the green. but the blanket is a bit off. i noe. bleah :P. heck. as long as i can snuffle inside.

My table. erm actually it's super neat wan. jus that there's alot of stuff on it. haven invest in the nicey table yet. as in those with shelves and stuff. maybe next time. but still i love the table. there's everything i need on it. obviously. hahaha. hope lele notice the green wrapping paper thingy she got 4 me. use it as an envelope "carrier"? dun noe how it it called. but it sure looks good on the wall.

My bdae present from lele last year!! super nicey rite!! finally got the hook n hang it on the wall. notice all the numbers that's on the magnets. she cut it out herself lar. including those magnets. it's like how much effort. super touched when i got it. and it's really useful. jus change the positions of the numbers according to each mth :) thx lele!! love it very very much!

introducing my new cupboard. love the mahogany brown. wonder if that's how it is called. been using the old cupboard since i was bornt. in fact it is older than me. back frm the kampong days. my dad din really wanna throw it. coz it's like antique n it's super durable X). got new bedroom door too. btw that green coffin thingy is not a coffin . obviously. duh. kekeke. it's my guzheng. ( for those who dun noe. it's this string zither instrument. used in chinese orchestra.) can't bear to sell it thgh i dun really have time for it. sentimental. haiz X)

My fav new year goodie!!!!!! A mus-have for me every year. in fact my dad specially bought 2 packets every year. so i can start eating on one of them before new year starts. the other packet was meant for the praying later on. so i have to spare that one. ít's really soft and chewy. like muah chee. the taste is unforgettable. plus it's not easy to make. hard to find traditional goodie like this. hard to find pple who likes it too. :") hopefully it'll continue to exist for hard core fan like me.

Can u imagine this is probably jus one third of the goodies i have? some of them are in the kitchen or under the table. kaoz. realised that i seem to knock out easily as i grew older. peiling and i was discussing abt it earlier on.how am i goin to finish them?!!

My dear cousins. me. my 2 bros. luv them loads!! alwys luv having them ard. saturday night fever at their place. hahaha LOLz. okae. inside joke. their parents are one of my fav uncles n aunts. sheeshh..*wink*

My family at my fourth uncle n aunt hse ( maternal) they are one of my fav uncles n aunts too!! kekeke. noe y? coz since young.. whenever my bros n i go over to their place for new year.. we have free flows of chocolates and more chocalates. chips. and wadsoever snacks. it's bascially like being in a 7-11. okae, sounds exaggerating but u get my point. wonder how many kitkats n toblerones i ate today. oops. aye but at least i din touch the 2 bottles of pringles lo. hahaha. coz i ate them a few days b4 new yr. at least i dun have to stuff myself with goodies at their place. snacks' more like it. thgh it's not very CNY. but who cares :P

another uncle's place. taking a pic together with one of their twin daughters. the other one refused to take a pic. wonder why. hahaa. then their bros. worst. said they dun look nice in their home clothes. wadever lo. too bad. miss the chance of being in the pic. hahah. but i alwys have fun with these cousins. coz i rem them offering me m&ms when i was young. kekeke.

My cousin with her ang moh bf!! a british. could distinguish the slang when i hear him speak. this is like one of the few things i learnt from smu. is it considered a skill or wad?!! hahaha. and they are getting married soon!! in may! yay! feel so happie for them. finally an ang moh joining this traditional family X)

Love this shot with my bros!!
choose the shirts for them too. nicey taste rite?!! hahahaha.
that's my youngest bro on the left. wilson.
and alvin.
my youngest bro is like a vainpot la.keeps tidying his hair everywhere he goes. stares at every available reflection. check his hair again. he even tilt his head in the wind direction. jus in case it messed up the hair. gosh. almost wanted to bring a bottle of gel along. mentioned abt this portable one available in the market. doings of a metrosexual wannabe :") and the other one doesn't even bothers to dress up at all. headache.

me n mummy. quite snapshot before boarding the bus. been really along time since we take pic. mus hurry take one now. since we have the chance. :')

me n dad on the bus to my paternal's relatives hse. alvin's at the back. super sleepy. hahaha. spoil the pic leh u :P bleah.

finally tried to shake him up and take pics. see his sleepy n puffy eyes. hahahaha. mus hav been all the naruto. he's halfway thrg the 100 over episodes after 3 days. think he's goin to continue again tonite. prob that's why he has to conserve his energy but catching a wink on the bus. and i jus deprived him of them. nice sis rite. of coz. kekekeke.

Cheeky bro. good thing abt being a vainpot is they love taking pics. at least to my bro. see how accomodating he is. wahhahaa.

Me n my dad. took with my mummy jus now. can't miss him rite?!! hahaha. nice nice pic.

me n my parents. wonder wad's mummy doin> Hehehhe

my 2 small little sons of my cousins.how do i call them? hahha. wadever. they are bros. dun look like rite. actually the one on the left looks more like his cousin which is his'mum's sis's 2d daughter. serious . they look like twins. the boys were so hyper. jumping in the living room. running around. my dad had to carry them pretending they are superman. me n my bros tried to lure them with a sweet. and when they realised it was a trick. almost got one crying. hahaha. they are jus sooooooo adorable!!!!!!! X) actually had many more of them in my other uncles'hses. but din get to see the rest today. maybe sometime this week.

tried this fruit from indonesia at my uncle's place. it's called snake apple. coz it's skin looks like those on the snake. scales and all. forgot to take a pic of that. darn. anyway the taste is really unique. taste a bit like tablecloth initially. i mean the smell too. but then if u take a big bite. it's super crunchy n the sweetness is jus so different. amyb shld get cip to buy frm me from indo since he's there. managed to kop a few more DIY recipes frm my cousin too. kekeke. the jiu ceng gao was a success. but i mus learn new stuff too. partly for ltb proj since there's this cooking part. eager to try them out. still got some visiting to do 2mr. aye no. today. urgh. then to my fren's place.

hmm. still feels that every new year is so predictable. except that this year i brought my cam X) smart move again. wad can i say? X)

- zombified chao ta girl-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Hahahhaah LOLz.
Can't believe i won the first game with such lousy cards for taiti X)
Heheheheheh laughed damn hard.
i only had 1Ace 2 Queens 2 Jacks .. all the 2s were with my bros n dad.
hahah and i won!! woohoo!

- chao ta girl on winning streak-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Din noe it can get so boring waiting for my relatives to come my house..
wonder how many times i go online n offline again..
wonder how many times i stuff myself with the goodies...
wonder how many times i opened and closed the chocolate box...
wonder how many times i walked in and out of my room...
bleah.
ended up gambling with my parents. hahaha.
they called the game in hokkien "si sek bai"
It's a bit like mahjong. like u need the "eye".
but it's a bit like chess. coz they have all the chess names.. jiang, xiang, shi, ma, che, pao..etc.
tryin to rem how to play the game.
could have won the first 2 rounds. jus that i was super blur with the rules already. after so long.
okie. change game.
now it's back to taiti with my bros n dad. ( mum jus knock out. hah.) X)

-chao ta girl-gambling in process-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

first day of new year X)
went for an early jog in the morning.
yar yar. it's a crazy thing to do on 1st day of new year.
everyone's still sleeping.
(except for andy. hahaha. received an sms from him. CNY greeting.
he's like how lag :P)
but to my surprise.. i see other regular joggers too.
people who are jus as eager as me to get rid of the steamboat stuff we ate the nite b4.
so we dun have to workout extra hard after the fest. hee. smart move X)

while i was running.
it suddenly dawned on me that today is jus like any other day.
it jus feels so normal. doesn't feels like new year.
actually if u wan, everyday is chinese new year. hahaha yar rite.* wink*
somehow everything seems so routine.
like new yr eve;s we eat steamboat. today i will be waiting for my relatives to come my house. 2mr i will be goin to my relatives' hses.
the new addition is i will be goin my fren's hse the day after. sec sch gathering.
apart from that. everything's really predictable.
well. i guess it's the people and all the catching up that makes it different every year.
wonder how it will be like if my family had choose to go overseas during this fest.
maybe we shld. hahaha.

urghh. my throat feels alittle itchy.
like wilson i am downing lots of water n herbal tea. jus in case :")
wun wanna miss out all the goodies. hee.
ohh. surprisingly my 2 bros are super enthu for this year's new year.
putting up all the deco, getting all the goodies ready, helping my dad in getting all the stuff needed for praying. impressed. hahaa.
as for me. since my dad got 2 such wonderful helpers, i jus relac one corner. hah.
aye but i still did my part lo.
better keep it short. if not later dewei's goin to complain me being lor so, suan my summarising skills. bleah :P

weizhe: Wishing all of you a happy chinese new year.. Where's my hongbao?
[ yar rite. in your dreams. and pls arh.. life's not a dream] hee X)

- happie chao ta girl says happie happie new year!!!-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

actually i tried posting a post ( sounds wrong haha..) on wed..
but kena rejected by the system.. think they were tryin to fix sth..
waste my effort. hah.
as u can see.. i have been real busy this whole week.
had double readings to catch up for psych, macro, plural persp ( coz was involved in grand opening last week)
plus i have 2 quizzes each week.
and my ltb proposal presentation was on fri which was yesterday.

and well sad to say... i fell sick on wed.. again.
was okae in the mornin thgh. met shah at Mr tea.
thgh he commented that my eyes are "puff-ier".. urghh..
lack of sleep. that's why i need the caffeine frm teh tarik in the morning.
thgh the queue was super long n i knew i was goin to be like 10 mins late..
but i really need the tea!! hah.

in the afternoon during lunch.
that's when i felt the impact frm all "sleepless"nights ( been sleeping at ard 2 plus for the past few days. urghh doing readings.)
felt feverish. hot n cold. no appetite. stomach feels weird.
i knew it was coming.
popped panadols again. thgh i jus did that last week.
seriously. i have only ate panadols for like only four times in my entire life. until now..
was feeling a little apprehensive when i was taking it. coz i din wanna rely on it too much.
guess i have no choice.
had sudden cravings for vanilla ice cream frm Mr Tea..
dun noe why. oh. that's my fav flavour. thot it's the way to gauge the quality of the ice cream sold X)
althgh alvin n cip were pretty concern with me eating the ice cream since i was sick.
but i thot i felt better. anyway. stubborn. i went ahead.
felt much better after eating it la. serious.

then during the ltb meeting later. took power nap.
felt even better. had chips. was super hungry.
so my msn nic was [ feverish. vanilla ice cream + chips = medicine] hahaha
thgh my frens were suggesting that i shld not go for dragonboat trg (gym).
but . stubborn. coz i really felt better. high in fact.
i need to sweat it out.
glad i went for the trg X) had a lot of fun laughing with peiling n peifen doing all the weights.
in fact most of us even the guys were in joking mood.
we went a little overboard during warm down.
then ah zhui had to show wad's a captain got to do.
bleah. sorrie zhui :P. we will try to joke at a suitable time... hopefully X)
but i really felt the impact after gym trg.
the fever jus struck me.
luckily wen fang drove me home. can't imagine a sickly me taking public transport home.
thankie fang fang!!
she stayed for dinner thgh she wasn't intending too.
but i guess she discovered the crazy side of the whole team. hahhaha. this laughing bunch of us.

thurs was a super big rushie day for me..
was thankful i felt better after a good nite sleep.
went to meet my LTB org in the afternoon. at 1pm at katong.
then had tuition at 4pm at tampines.
then it was back to school again at 7pm for presentation rehearsal on fri. lasted till 9 pm.
it was really a eat-bread day!!
din have time for anything else but bread.
bread for breakfast. bread for lunch. bread for dinner.
the bread i had for dinner was even given to me by my tuition kid's mum.
she knew i was busy. thot i wun have time for dinner. then she quickly handed me a bread b4 i left. so nice rite. awwww.. X)

but i love my ltb grp!! :) thgh i wonder they enjoyed my laughters not!!
they alwys make me laugh! Hahahaa.
priyanka jus said my name sounds like a fish. i was like wad!! Hehe.
but we had a lot of fun thinking of funny ideas for our ltb..
and it was really funny!!!
ohh..i mus mention abt the trip to meet my ltb org. COH
hda six mosquito bites jus frm seating at the bench there discussing our proj.
was kinda fearful of the people there. din noe how to tok to them.
rem clar saying one of them have a tendency to like girls. so cannot get to close to him.
it kinda freaked me n yvonne out initially. well not exactly freaked.. but we kinda maintain a distance frm him..
but then i realised.. actually it jus take a little bit more time to get used to noeing these people.
some words frm the teacher in the class struck me deeply.
"sometimes it's not that this people are disabled. it is us that make them disabled. we assumed that they can't do things that normal people do. infact sometimes they have better communication skills than us. they are much more friendlier and ethusiastic in getting to noe new people"
and how true can that be..
when we first saw them. they already started approaching us. smiling. shaking our hands. get to noe our names. ask what we are doin.
i bet these are initiatives that even normal people like us can't do.
which is quite sad. makes me even more determined to see thrg the proj.
makes me wanna make them happie. create this lasting impact on them.
i noe my team can do it. no matter whether it's big scale or not.
once we set our mind on it, we can do it X)

Glad out LTb presentation went thrg smoothly..
it was kinda presented in a skit form.. like a flashback.
ended with party poppers ( was my idea Hahahhaaha.. thot it will be damn fun)
i even bought those that can be twisted. shiok!!
coz i was the girl who's a volunteer wannabe.. sort of like the main character.
but it suit me totally. not that i am really a volunteer wannabe.
but it was that cheerfulness.
my ltb mates even warned me b4 the presentation to control my laughter XP
glad it's over!!
was kinda surprised when my prof came up to me and said i can really act.
sort of like liven up the mood. i did? Hahhaa. thot it was jus normal.
but anyway alwys feels good to be complimented.
mayb i should consider joining the super idol thingy hahaha.

had dinner with my teammates after that.
felt really good that the presentation was over.
well i noe the real work hasn't really begin but it will only start after CNY.
heck le. haha.
but urgh.. miss my 1st rowing session of the year! due to the ltb presentation.
miss the sun. miss the tanning. miss rowing.
glad we have new peeps joining us thgh.
jason. n 2 new girls. eileen n this other girl which i din get the name.
peiling left after the dinner at suntec. left me as the only girl.
kena suan n bombarded by the guys. addie bert DK wilson BK jason n jeremy.
kaoz. easy target.
At Ben n Jerry's i realised one thing.
guys are be real KPOs n gossipy.
they can really bitched!!

luckily i had to rush off to meet my dad n bros at chinatown.
been busy with stuff in sch.. din spend time with them. urgh.
but chinatown was super crowded.
but we managed to buy more than 1.5 kg of taiwan muah chee and jelly in many flavours.
choco mango green tea durian yam lychee sesame etc.
mouth watering rite. hehe.
but i was super tired. shag.
my right eye was twitching since dinner.
better get some sleep b4 CNY.

oh was having this "interesting" conversation with the db guys at ben n jerry.
coz we were toking abt valentines' day and wad to do.
among them only DK is attached. the rest of us are not. so u noe who's asking XP
then i jus said :" aiyah dun need anything special. If u are really that sincere, everyday's a valentines'day wad." hahaha.
yar rite X)

-happie chao ta girl-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Monday, January 23, 2006

someone said i looked tired today.
then amadeo said that too. really?
but i have been catching up on all my sleep last weekend.
mayb the effect is lagging. hah.
or mayb i sleep too much? Keke.

girls= mood swings?
din wanna believe that. but sometimes u jus feel the lows.
and it strikes u when u least expected it.
like today.
was feeling super good and super high until dinnertime.
not that anything happen.
in fact i was in the company of my bestest buds.
but i jus felt so down. like u jus wanna stay quiet even if it's for a while.

my heart still feels funny when i heard of him having meals with other pple (obviously i meant girls. hah.)
thgh i noe that i have let go and have got over it. or mayb that's wad i tell myself.
it's like 'argh' u noe that kinda feeling. it's norm they say.
someone says jus find another one and u will get over it faster.
well to a certain extent it's true.
but i din wanna get into another r/s coz of that. it's jus not rite. not fair.not the time.
but somehow i guess it will happen inevitably.

been thinking when i was walking home.
wad if all this never happens at all. will i still be the same as i am?
it had affected me somehow.
but i noe i am a strong chao ta girl. jus give me time to adjust.
learning to be on my own. without having to turn to someone all the time.
learning not to turn back. but turn'forward' hah.

realise how impt frens can be in ur life.
glad that they are ard me.
met my ltb mates who make me laugh. as alwys.
met peiling in the visitor centre. chatted and laughed. did warm ups.
met daphne n esther who were goin for soccer ivp. wish them luck.
met daryl after running. finally saw me in the redbull singlet he bought me :)
met weizhe on the way to gym. more bickering.
met dewei in the gym. more teasing.
met becks in the gym. haven seen her for super long.
met phie phie to mug.
met cip and amadeo for dinner.
met shah jieyang n suzi on way home. shah made me laugh again. concern abt my dark rings. kekeke.
met frens who kept me company 24 hrs a day X)

- strong chao ta girl-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Finally!!! the grand opening pics are here!! Special thx to wensi coz it's her cam Hehehe

Econs peeps at grand opening ( not everyone thgh .. jus managed to grab those who were hangin ard in the room that time).. the scenery behind that glass door is superb lar!!too bad we can't go pass it. from front: wen si, me ( n my red bean soup which was super nicey!!), kim. dex, yves.
from back: spencer, justin, thor, justin.

another pic of us tog.. we jus can't get enuff!! hahaha.. surprisingly there were no one walking ard the room. it's kinda messy yar. but this is jus a small part of the room. wahaha.

Me n wensi taking self pic. coz there wasn't ANY kind soul to help us take one :") Hehehe and we still did not have enuff of phototaking. bleah.

More scandalous pics of me n dex dex.. my rumored bf hohoho.. me jus look so nice beside me Hehehe.. but not bad liao.. dex dex once in while can look so "suave"*cough cough* of coz mus take pic with him lar.. and it started off the trend for the rest of the peeps to pass off as passerbys( notice pple behind us)! Hehehehe.. damn funny!!! hilarious u noe! laugh until siao! XD

me n spencer!! our history dates back to our ndp days Hehehe.. slackin while on duty XP he's the "whhyyyyy"guy.. hahaha CNA actually thot he's a ang moh but he's sporean!! hohoho..n oh! he's the first econs guy whom i tok to b4 sch starts. initially was thinking there are goin to be very few econs guys.. b4 i noe him. was happie to tok to the 1st guy who's in econs. but after noeing him well enuff.. i realised well it doesn't matter la.. oops Hehehe. hope he dun read this. wahaha

Me n Debbie ( the girl who likes to do bo liao stuff n say bo liao things Hehehehe..) see how bo liao she was.. wahahaha. another laughin buddy.. or well. she's of my source of laughters haha.

our 1 . 2. 5 kawaii poses!! :")

Bento. my co-AM. his actual name is Ben Toh. but it sounds like bento rite?!! HEhehe all of us doin our tricks behind him X)

Shah!! world champion silat!! looks as if me n wensi jus been to some boxing or wrestling competition. dun see this guy got a cool cool dao dao face.. act cool only.. he damn joker sia.. another source of laughter.. oh man.. he's fabulously good at it!!

the brownies were super nicey!! have walnuts! luv it!! thot i mus feature durin the photo takin!! Hehhee food was damn good! like u noe.. hotel buffet styled sia..we were all well-fed wahahah. as u can see.. how much we had!!! :")

.CHAOTA-FIED.

1 am.. and i am still awake. hahaha
was dozing off in the mrt jus now.
but i die die mus write this blog.. if not the feeling will be gone. hee.

back frm grand opening or official opening.. wadever.
thgh i was in school since 8 am EARLY in the morning..freaking early la..
was quite snaee when everything ended.
but i enjoyed myself totally!!
not becoz that my job being an artiste manager(AM) for symphonia is quite seng nang..
thgh the name sounds nice..
but if u dun noe.. there are like 45 members in symphonia..
can u imagine calling every single one of them when they din report on time for rehearsals.. sweat sia..
lucky i have other AMs who helped me to call them up too..
they are the ones who slogged out with me thrgout these 3 days..
Winny debbie Wensi Ben TK thanx guys!! :")
hahahaha yup they all "suffered"under my non-stop laughters.. apparently they tried to stop me but well it failed Hehee..
but come on lar.. how to not laugh!!!
winny is super action action.. debbie super bo liao ( with all her mrt station voiceovers). Ben ( the bo yao lian ) . Tk ( cao lame!!).. gosh.. i actually went thrg 3 days of imprisonment in the lib with them.. hahah no wonder our muggin plan failed haha we joked ard too much..
then there's shah. this asian silat champion. jus got to noe him.. super funny!! joker sia..
all his "arh-ta!!!" mimicking bruce lee.. hahaha
it was like a madness laughing session.

worst still..
all of us were taking pics today.. well at least for wensi haha..
then all the econs yr ones took tog..
we had pple posing as passerbys in the pic .. damn hilarious!!
will pose it up soon once i get it frm wensi :)
then spencer.. everytime he asked me "weiling can u help my take photo?"
i will tease him n say "no!"
he will say "whyyyyyyy?"with the innocent look..
so funny!Hehehe.
was the lift attendant when everything ended at 8 plus..
thot it wld be a boring job.. coz i had to tap this special card which will allow pple access to the special hidden lift.. like how secretive it is when everyone noes now :P
din realised so many pple went thrg it..
got to noe many pple thrg the lift..
sounds funny but it's true :")
thgh most of the time they felt so poor thing for me..
but seriously i was enjoying it most of the time.. coz that's when u hear little conversations btw pple hahhaa .. not k-po lo..
and then pple start cracking jokes with you.. entertaining lar..
another "abs-training"session.. hahaha

to be part of the grand opening thingy is really cool.
it's likë "woah" u noe..
thgh i kinda have some displeasures or not-so-happy incident with this person..
coz her actions' really off. well mayb she couldn't manage stress that well.. it kinda affects how she treat pple ard her too.
it's not good enuff to jus apologize during briefings.
i mean wad's the point of repeating the same mistakes n apologizin for it again and again?
it's abt stress management here..
not that i din give some leeway. but there's alwys a limit rite.
luckily my tolerance level is high n i am a super understding person.
guess that says almost everything :)
din wanna dwell on it. bygones. hah.

ohh.. btw. i am super fine now!!
recovered frm fever n headache.
thgh experiencing lack of sleep now. hahaa
big events are really great opportunties for u to work with pple n to noe more frens! :")

- tip top chao-ta-girl-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Amadeo: sick of being sick
was laughing like crazy when Alvin said that.. stoopid guy.
always saying all sorts of rubbish (LOL)
can't believe i have "bear"thrg last sem with him.. this sem n more to come..
but well.. i kinda agree to wad he said..

can't believe i fell sick. feverish. headache. weird stomach.
didn't expect it to happen to me. sounds ridiculous rite.
well. it's been a while since i'm sick.. erm.. a little no link rite.. hahaha
mus be all the lack of sleep. vigorous activities.
thgh i've been eating alots of fruits n veggie.. i still fell sick. does it mean it's not that helpful after all? hah.
lucky i have pple like amadeo to entertain me during class.. thgh he's no way better than me.. he's alwys sick.. flu buggy. hahaa. not forgetting cip! alwys asking me whether i feel better le n askin me to rest more. he fell sick too with sorethroat ( still tryin to find out who spread to him hahaha). and clar.. asking me to take soupy stuff.. like yong tau hoo (coz she likes it herself ) hahah jus kidding.. i noe it's for my own good.
wilson.. my DB "bro" .. alwys pestering me to sleep more.. peiling.. alwys with her "drink more water " slogan hahaha. then there's jasmyn.. audy..hee i noe it's my responsibility to take care of myself! i dun wanna miss trgs!
then there are other peeps too who showered their concerns.. thx guys ( ^^)
i am recovering kae. i am a strong chao ta girl afterall. yar rite. hahaha.

was catching up with jasmyn yest. thgh half the time i was feverish. but alwys feels nice tokin to her. haha.
we tok n tok abt all the stuff that has been happening ard us. phew. that was damn alot la!
Frm sch work we went on to r/s stuff to clubbing back to trg.. hahaa
that's how much we can tok!! :P
it's jus this thing between me n him. seriously i have let go.
but well it's not that we feel awkward or anything. it seems kinda hard for us to even tok normally. like u noe have a normal conversation jus like wad norm frens do.
well i can't expect that to happen after all that has happened.
at least we are not on bad terms.
that's lucky - all my fren said that. haha.
kinda agree with jasmyn n amadeo. jus keep mum for the time being.
jus be normal they say. yup. i am alwys myself anyway. hahaha.
i am not thinking abt it anymore. really.
enjoying the company of frens ard me. and getting to noe more frens. hee.
hahaha. that's wad frens are for. they say ( ^^) oops.

- chao ta girl on road to recovery-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

thot there was a little something between us during MOS...
after that day i thot there'll be a reverse of the situation we are both in..
after that day i thot i still miss u.
but i realised what i miss most are those memories we shared..
coz at that moment.. i din feel anything.
lost that feeling we shared.

should have watched out for u.
if not u wun be in that state that day..
did look after u in the end. doin it for the sake of doin?
but i noe as a fren i shld.
i wonder if things will change if i've sent you home.
but deep down, i noe it wun...
coz i realised i have let go.

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Monday, January 16, 2006

Group pic frm MOS!! the 1st one that i got hold frm cheryl.. thx to reuben again for taking the pics for us :) hopefully i still can grab somemore frm cheryl.. super fun!

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Dragonboat teammates at MOS!! Great place!Lots of rooms! Nice drinks!! Had a lot of fun!! Luv the chair i am sitting on in the pic!! wanna get one for myself :")
More pics to come soon..

.CHAOTA-FIED.

jus woke up .. only had 10 hrs of sleep..goin JB shopping yay!
had been awake for 40 hrs since fri..till sat 12 midnight?
hee :) was involved in Cognitare Bus. case ..
Had to crack the case overnite..present it the next day.. din sleep a wink.. bleah
wonder how i managed to do that :P

initially i thot it would jus be a interesting experience.
like u noe.. join it for fun.
but.. really learnt alot :)
it was like a test of ur limits. how far u can go n it was really to see how well u can work under stress.
Well i am not the one with all the brains n stuff hahaha.. but the experience was worth to give it a try..
really glad that i was with 3 other dragonboat teammates.
it was fun thrashing the whole nite out with them.. arguing.. getting irritated with each other's qns..tryin to make sense..joking around.. endless teasing.. n well endless laughters hahaha :P
we were doin a case on whether ben n jerry's shld enter the japan market ..
and of coz we had ben n jerry's ice cream and some nuts for supper!! wahahah (say cheers to CHEERS!!) :D
My favourite Chunky MOnkey!! thgh i almost felt like puking after eating it at 2 plus in the morning.. indigestion..urghh
there was this sense of satisfaction that i felt intensely after i finished my presentation.
yesh everything was over but wow! i actually learnt so much jus within one nite!
Plus we all felt really good about each other.. there was really this team thing.
me bert ben addie!!! Cheers to us guys!!
Dinner at Masonic Club was superb!! like high-class buffet. alumni even sponsored 2 bottles of wine for every table. that's like the ultimate!!
though we were super tired super sleepy super droggy ( sleeping everywhere we could)
but who could forgo such a superb meal which cost $27 n we only paid $10 for the competition!!
too bad we din bring cameras! darn! hahaahha
could have taken a pic of ourselves though :")

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

It's been a super long time since i stepped into the wet market.
Mayb that's why i decided to accompany my dad this morning to the market.
hmmm.. come to think of it ..i don't really follow my parents to the market.
well.. sometimes you jus feel like it..like today.. or is it guilt that unconsciously prompt me to do so? :'P

Was about to go home.. then it rained..usual for rainy seasons..
got to put on raincoat. My dad wore the yellow one and mine was the transparent one.
phew. thot i was goin to get some funny obiang colours. Hee.
(fancy that i was still thinking of the colour of the raincoat instead of its purpose. hah. girls.)

Windy.Rain pelting.Hit me real hard on my face.
Kinda painful. feels as if someone's using toothpick poking ur face non-stop ( weird analogy rite :"])
but..
somehow.. it's nice too :) luv the rain. kinda irony for chao ta girl. hee.
Always want the best of both worlds? :")

when i was young, i always wanted to stand in the rain.
Jus let the rain fall on me.

it's been a long time since i've been on my dad's bike.. well ever since.. erm.. can't rem. hah. nvm.
i didn't really get to wear raincoat when i am on the bike.. this probably my 1st or 2nd time? was nv on bike in a downpour.
Now that my dad's contemplating to get a car. thgh we had one a few years back, somehow i think i am goin to miss those times on the bike.
Hmmm..

Amadeo: Blogs don't really portray the way a person's like in real life.
Chao ta girl: Yeah. When we are writing blogs, somehow we'll unconsciously edit things that we penned down, coz we know there are people reading it.
Amadeo: yeah. well.. there's always a difference between a blog and a personal journal.

-Blessed by the rain-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Said alot of silly things during trg yest.
din compute them in my mind b4 it came out of my mouth :P
at least it was funny. got my teammates laughing.
hah. wadever.
felt so myself n comfy during trg after i am settled down X) Finally!!
no more guessing.
It's transparent for once thgh for the last time.
feels good X)
mayb that's y all the silly things started comin out. Hee.

- luv the ache-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

The past is like sediments in murky waters..
when it settles down , the water becomes clear again..
the present becomes clear too.

Yup. Glad that mine has settled dwn :)

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Friday, January 06, 2006

My fren send this horoscope thingy to me.. highlighted ones are those which i think is kinda true :)

SAGITTARIUS WOMAN
A tall slim and graceful woman who walks proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step.
She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty.
She looks at the world positively, so her face always seems so happy. She will not get up set easily.
A confident woman who believes in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern.
She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she tries to over power you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respects you.
She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says "Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her.
She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable.
She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends.
She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste.
She could spend lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting married and lost her freedom and so on and on.
A jolly woman who loves sports.
She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy.
She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy.
She does not care about rumours, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbour will gossip about her.
She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself, so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms.
She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time".
She likes going straight and being straightforward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Clar says : You look like those kind who likes bundung..

I have a bundung face?!!

But she is right.. i do luv bundung :'P hee

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Thurs' off. No lesson. Everyone's out. Home alone. Bored. Pfftt. (! - -)

Jus when i thot my day is goin to get even more monotonous..
i can't believe Malcolm made my day :)
it's not becoz i taught him not to Assume when he does math qns coz it will make an Ass of u n me :'P (when his mum's out of earshot haha)
but it's his laughters. ( thgh i made him laughed ..haha)
beginning to feel that he's alot like me - super tan, sporty, smart (hee X)) , laughs easily. Haha ( is that good or bad? i am sure it's the former.wahaha)

Sarah: after reading all ur blogs, i can see that u still miss him.
[4B/DB-ian] Wei Wei* Happy Chao-Ta Girl: hmm.. well.. i can't deny i did.
can I?

Sometimes when u wanna make things seem normal, it gets even more abnormal.
And it takes time to adjust to the abnormal, so that everything will seem normal again.

-charcoal girl [ nick given by mr dewei X) ]-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Don't like the feeling of being ignored on msn AND i am SURE it's not on PURPOSE!!
HELLOOO!! wad's with this avoidance thingy!! speak ur mind( " -_-)
pfftt.
-hate guessing-

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

luv plural persp!! Steven Ney is funny thgh we dun really get his jokes. hahaha he sounds a bit like mark nowacki thgh but he's more interactive. looking forward to his lessons :D
Plus we ended early!

wallace n gromit is super funny!!
kinda of subjective but the impt part is .. it made me laugh like crazy. wanted laugh non-stop at this particular scene. managed to control haha coz the cinema's kinda erm quiet? will sound quite off to be the only one laughing rite.. Hehe
luv the part " may contain nuts" LOL :P
there are some parts which i thot was quite well directed esp the part when the cameo moved frm the eyes of the people in the portraits to the real pple.. thot that was "wow"..
kinda nice to watch a movie when sch's jus starting.. n it's a funny one!!

watching the movie brings back alot of memories..
make me think of the past..
times when my hands got really cold while watching the movie..
but it's alwys warm (but that's in the past..)
things that we always do while watching the movie.. drawing my circles..
hmm..

but i've learnt to watch it on my own.. with my frens..
realised that watching movies with them is nice too..
thgh there will be no one to keep my hands warm.. but there will be someone to lend the jacket :)
Thx Alvin & Cip!!

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

And specially for Dod:

I can't do 300 pounds of leg press!!! Hehehehe :P

.CHAOTA-FIED.

1st intro psych lesson. there's only one thing i wanna say: LUV Dekle!! hahaha
here's sth she gave us at the end of the lesson which ended at 1000.. 1hr 45 mins earlier woohoo!! X)

here goes:

Learning in University

University is about learning.
It's not as simple as learning wadever you're taught in your classes though.
It's about learning how to listen, how to speak , how to think.
Learning who you are, who your friends are and the type of people you want as friends.
Learning how to trust your innermost feelings, and how to find those feelings in the first place.
It's about learning what's really important to you, and learning what you don't really give a hoot about.

University is about learning how to tolerate, how to accept, how to like and how to love.
Learning how to give as well as to receive, and how to trust that everything will be even itself out on its own ( you buy pizza one night, your rmmate will treat the next).
It's about learning that your mum n your dad actually do have the right answers sometimes, and that your kid sis isn't such a dumb little kid anymore.

University is about learning how to treat people as people , not as stereotypes.
Learning how to achieve, how to succeed and how to acconmplish.
It's about learning how not to come in first place and stil be proud, and about coming in last and learning how to admit that you could have done better.

University is about learning that loud parties don't necessarily mean a good time.
Learning that loneliness doens't go away in a crowd, abd that sometimes it's okay to be by yourself on a Friday or Saturday night.
It's about learning that your lunchtime crowd doesn't constitute your popularity, and that popularity is all matter of perspective.
It's about learning that boredom is simple laziness of the mind, and that watching three hours of cable TV is not quality relaxation time.

University is about learning how to pack a bag, how to pack a car, and how to pack a room full of way too much stuff.
It's about learning that people probably like you a whole lot more than they'll ever tell you, and that your responsibility to make sure your friends know much more than you appreciate them.
It's about learning that simply doing what you're supposed to do isn't enough, and that you need to put forth twice as much in order to fully grasp whatever it is that's sitting in front of you.

University is about learning how to miss people enough to not relegate them to the past, and how not to miss them so much that it keeps you from moving into the future.
Learning how to motivate yourself and hot to motivate others.
Learning what the phrase, "make do" means , and how to use it to make it seem as if you're not simply "making do".
It's about learning to make people smile.

Indeed, University is about learning.
Learning to live.

Amadeo: Haha no problem :P you will get it fresh if you come Jakarta.

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Monday, January 02, 2006

everything went so smoothly today..
kinda unbelievable.. but still wad's there to lose in believing it.. hahaha
it din rain today!! was hopin for that yest :)

managed to complete a long run in the morning..
n it was so cooling n breezy!! jus the perfect weather for long runs. hah.
haven been running really long distance for quite some time..
no wonder i felt lethargic for the past few days.
always feel real good after sweating out.. thgh my knees alwys ache.

really good to see my frens who are back frm UK.
mayb spendin one sem in gloomy london din change them much..
except that they were craving for xiao long bao hahaha
so we had to detour.. frm carl's jr to imperial sth rest.
felt a little paiseh coz we had rearranged the tables outside carl's jr to accomodate the 8 of us..
then we jus left it there :P

but food at imperial was good! the la mian's better than at din tai fung.. the portion bigger for a reasonable price. thgh dan dan mian at din tai fung's the best! :)

this is call ba bao mian..
coz i think it consists of different kind of meat- hotdogs pork pig intestine, still got beancurd n white carrot? haha i dun noe.. it taste good. not very hot thgh it looks like it is.
but it's super filling.. can see frm the super big bowl.

the xiao long bao's good!! Comparable to crystle jade's :)
Purposely put my chopstick for better pic hah.

Mei Mei ally me lele n yuting..
jus happens that the girls were in a row..
din take pic with the guys thgh..
well too bad. hahhaha
good to see them!! :)

1st time me n my mum bought so much stuff today .. all the shoppin!! :P
happie chao-ta girl.hah.

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

A fleeting glimpse of a rainbow after a storm....

Does it signify anything?

Hopefully it's something good.. i think it is :)

.CHAOTA-FIED.

saw this on sunday times today.
under lifestyle pg 23.

Your stars: Sagittarius
You have a natural ability to look on the bright side of things, no matter what's going on in your life. you feel confident that you are able to cope with anything that comes your way.

Felt deja vu when i was reading this..
coz i was thinking abt it during the long walk home frm my tuition place.
Felt a little afraid of wad's to come this sem.
then i was telling myself.. dun care lar.. jus be happie.. stay positive.. everything will be alrite.
then i saw the horoscope thingy.

usually i dun really believe in the horoscope thingy.. in fact i dun read it.
i only read it when i feel like it. most of the time i'll forget immediately after i read it.
but somehow this time it's a little different.
coz it says exactly of my new yr resolution: To stay happie n hope that pple ard me are happie too.

was abt to come up with a long list of resolutions:
1) to tone up ( to prove to my parents that i wun get bulky frm Dragonb)
2) to hone my blading skills so on n so forth..

then i thot.. keep it simple.. that why it's so much easier to rem. :")

got my brand new apple green room.. new arrangements..
it's good to start brand new..

jus realised that sometimes small things really make u very happie..
felt tired waking up today at 9 plus after sleepin at 4am yest. had to go tuition.
thot i wouldn't survive it..
but a small conversation started btw me n my tuition kid malcom..
did i tell u that he's super tan like me hahahaha some affinity we share..
finally break this barrier btw a tuition teacher n student today..
was still pondering abt it the other day..
din noe it jus came so naturally..
tok abt his CCA. fruits that he liked coz we were goin thrg nouns today. tok abt insects we hate hahaha glad both of us hate cockroaches Hehehe.. doesn't sound like we were having tuition..

before i go.. i gave him this batman pen.. thot it will nice for him to start a new yr..
i rem i alwys liked using new things when sch starts..brand new bag.. brand new pencil case.. brand new stationery.. thot it works the same way for him..
was surprised to see that he's so happie to receive such a small gift frm me.
din noe such a small gesture would make his day.

sometimes the unexpected alwys happens when u least noe it.
realised that he jus started a great yr for me when i least expected it :)

.CHAOTA-FIED.

Hmmm yr 2005 jus signed off..
2006 has jus login!!
All these are jus figures to me.. hah.

Been telling my frens that yr 2005 was a pretty kok year for me kekeke..
So many weird things happened to me..
Things which I thot wun happened happened..
Some were nice some were not so nice..
For the not so nice I wld not tok abt it coz I wun have prob forgotten abt it the next day it happened..hahhaha
For the nice ones.. I will jus keep to myself.. to reminisce? Hahah! Aye let me enjoy that privilege too kae!! Hehehe
Thgh everything was kind of kok.. but somehow I still feel happie!! And satisfied!!
A fulfilling year .. not in a way I accomplished any major stuff..
But self-fulfillment..

Thot I had made the best decision I ever made in my life in 2005..
Which was to come to SMU..
Was totally into the culture .. it's sth which I alwys liked too..
Missed that when I had to leave RJ after 3 mths.. luv it there..
But SMU proves to be even better..
Well it’s not that the sch’s like really good or wad ( it’s all jus pure damn good marketing btw :P)
It’s jus the pple.. n things that u choose to do..
Was involved in super a lot of activities..
Seems like I joined almost everything.. can u imagine I have like 10 more t-shirts after I stepped into smu?!! One shirt for every event.. that’s a lot yar..
But I nv regretted that .. in fact I luv it!!
Yup it’s the pple!! Quite a lot of things I wanna say to all the pple I knew..

first i wanna start with someone special.. 2005 would have been the same like any other year if not for u..hmmm..ironically u seem to be the last person i would end up with but everything jus flows.. experience sth so special in 2005.. so special that it will stay with me for very long ..occupies this particular little space in me. it feels good to jus peep in whenever I feel like it X) short n sweet i would say..

realised it wasn’t difficult to make that decision to let go.. instead,the difficult part was letting go..hmmm. memories..how we both started so fast when we least expected it.. constant arrowing frm pple ard..we shared so many simliar things.. things that happened to us.. similar thots..rem u said before that we are too similar..mayb that's why we need sth different.sth distinct.a difference that both of us are comfortable with. but we din managed to find it thgh. shld we have given it more time? mayb. mayb not. coz we both noe we are still searching. rem u saying that we noe we would have found the one when we stopped searching. sounds too unreal. so we are still searching for the one? mayb. but definitely not either of us. we needed sth more. that connection. mayb it was there intially, was it? but we lost it. we ended up more like good frens.. kinda hilarious X).

sometimes it’s hard not to think abt us..esp when i hear the songs or pass by the places we freq..was drawing circles with my fingers which i alwys do when i am thinking..sth i alwys do when we are tog.. sending u smses when i thot of sth (which i did yest-coz i thot of ur TP out of the blue..felt guilty i din wish u luck that day :P)..somehow it took me the time frm paya lebar mrt all the way to harbour front to decide whether or not to send u that sms. then again i din wanna give u any wrong ideas..or mayb i was thinkin too much as alwys. well since it was purely out of a concern as fren, i thot y not? n i did. can't believe it felt like a struggle to me. dun noe y.. mayb coz i din wanna cross that line of being frens accidentally. but i am glad i didn't by sending that sms instead. it means i have passed that stage of guessing. i have crossed that barrier n have u? sometimes i wonder..

zhui alwys say ur name wrongly.. alwys felt the urge to correct him everytime.. hahah wadever.. i noe there's no need to.. partly coz he prob will forget again :)

everyone says time will make one feel better.. but somehow for me..i felt that the emotions gets a little stronger as time passed by..mayb i am not used to it yet. but i noe i will. coz that was in 2005. got to move on in 2006. that's the chao-ta spirit kekeke :).. glad that u have accepted who I am n been yourself ..glad that we let go for the sake of ourselves .no matter how chao keng or dao or wadever u are i still want u to be happie kae coz u given me so much~ CTG :")

Enough of getting emotional so unlike me hahha now to dragonboat!!:
LUV u guys man!! Dragonboat’s my 2nd love. That’s wad I alwys say. ( now I noe y ally likes bball so much like it’s her life..i can feel it now somehow..)
Wad can I say about my team mates.. they are so full of sh*t .. but that’s wad I like abt them too.. hahhaha they are jus so fun-loving!

Zhui .. our dearest cap: alwys like to suan u abt ur curly hair .. do sth abt it in the new yr! hope it’s part of ur resolution this yr.. hahaha.. noe u alwys feel like knocking my head when I laughed endlessly.. n excuse me.. I dun need a mask!! : P glad u tolerated all my nonsense hahaha but at least i have alwys touch my heart rite..

Keith..vice cap : u n ur blur blur jus-wake-up look?! Haiz ..dun say liao.. later u throw ur slippers at me again..thgh u dun look like u will say the crappiest stuff .. but ren bu ke mao xiang.. Hehehehe

Peiling: my kaki for KTV n Mahjong!! Thanx for looking after me like a sis.. thgh I am really like the youngest in the team :) rem all ur stretch out n pull arh.. n mus drink more water.. dun worry u will still get my morn calls hahah

William: my chauffeur after trg Hehehe.. jus jking.. aye thanx for all the lombangs home!! Me so paiseh….all e nice chats we had.. still rem that I asked everyone y we need to hide under the shades during warm-dwn coz I thot DB peeps are supposed to be ‘immune’ to the sun then u asked me back “y u eat when u are hungry” got everyone laughin like mad sia..

Wilson: my bro!! Hehehe I mus say u zhuan dao got such a super nice sis.. mus tahan all ur b*tching hehehe..n becoming ur matchmaker. Hahhaha.. but really .. thx for being there for me when I needed it.. listening to all my crap.. n I am sure I will reach ur level of suaning this yr!!

Peiying: our endless squabbles Hehehe even online!! And ur kiam par look!! How come I still can tahan u after so long :P thx for listening all my craps n childish nonsense.. consoling me with yan yan!! U still own me a gingerbread kae!

Phie Phie . Cheryl . Jasmyn: My consultants!! In everything .. hahaha wad can I say.. thx girls!!

Siling evelyn peifen ( my rowing mate) roshni winny joycelyn Deborah wenfang waileng: thx for sweating thrg all the trgs with me!! All the cheerings! Let’s kick some butts this yr yar!

Addie: jus like to call u addie hahha thgh u like to be called tian.. but wadever lar..btw my hp is NOT pager kae!! Finally pick up MOST of ur calls happie? Hehehe Jb Shoppin mate.. but I still cannot understd y u keep sayin u have good taste sia..i have my doubts hahhaha

Dex dex: morn calls in future? Sure! But u mah chiam hv to wake up zun zun aso rite… like ur chiseled face n goatee hahha n ur new hair style!! Almost can tok to u anything under the sun.. thgh most of the time u are hearing my laughters Hehehe

Teck wee: my shi fu in all aspects whether's it's ktv, mahjong, drums. like his frankness thgh. was touched when u went home jus to bring ur sis shoes for me so i can train. thgh my toes still painful frm the shoes (coz it's slightly smaller) but it's the thot that counts wad. thx!! :)

Ben: Thx for becoming my suan-in victim waahha.. n dun be childish lar! Kekekeke

Audy Bert Shah Jeremy BK: u guys Dun make me laugh!! Esp shah .. almost got me caught red handed when he made me laughed while we were msn-in in stats class :P to bert- I am not rabbit ( jus coz I like rabbit sweets) I am not ling sao or auntie lor! Tweet tweet Hehehe.. alwys feels real nice to tok to audy.. mayb coz of his name? Hahhaa..

DK Weizhong koofie Jord Jonzai Naresh Brandon Ron: wad can I say.. one yr dwn to tahan my laughters XP

Not forgetting all my kakis...

The 2 impt guys Cip & Alvin: dun noe wad to do without them.. really really grateful that I got to noe them.. shared the same timetable.. struggled thrg all the mods tog.. B*tched abt everyth hahha..they aso tolerated my everything.. my ego-ness esp ( forever commenting I got a ever-inflating big head.. been tryin to help me get rid of it hahaha but it alwys fail..) my moodiness.. which is rare.. coz usually they get overwhelmed by my inflating ego n my laughters..miss u guys damn lot durin the hols!! n alvin u still own me n cip choc buffet!! Hahaaha

Sarah Dewei n clar: darn! Our camping trip din work out!! Next time arh!! We guys can really tok man..enjoyed it :) sushi buffet when sch starts!!

Special mention to Ben Andy Theo Tim Brooks Geri Jasmine ( locker mate): econs would nv be so fun without u guys!! Endless bickering with Ben n Andy ( this guy with goldfish eyes Hehehe) All the msn chats with theo durin math 4 econs kept me awake hahaha.. to ben andy tim brooks still rem the papered msn thingy i came up with durin our M4E lesson when the system was dwn? Hahhaa was bo liao but fun rite!!

Daryl . Jonny Jr: daryl..my confidante..u've been really nice.. listening to all my craps thankie.. hahha yar ur hair's so MUCH better now Hehhehe :P Jonny my og mate.. glad we are all happie peeps *winks* hah Been super good noeing u 2!!

Joyce (1st one to say hi to me in BE X) Hee) TK Tim Eric: all the fun loving peeps!!

LN: eastie BE-ian yay! Glad we finally get to work tog durin the budak P interview.. rem it was damn shiok. coz we went for a free concert that was so superb! thx for the xia bing too!! hahaha nv forget that ..was the oiliest thing i ever eaten but nicest too! :)

Rest of BE seniors wanni melwyn alvina xiaoping eunice gayle mel Heyuan Nina Jonny zal jasmine shawn wanida: thx for all the advice .. will need more in future!!

Gershon n Meiwen: Beloved facis!! life in smu would not have been the same without u guys at the orientation.. wonderful exp.. alwys rem that. quite fun to share one lesson with faci rite gershon? Hehhehe we jus end up msn-in n complaining Hehehe. Meiwen.. we alwys noe that both of us are so alike.. this unique bond.. all the best kae *hint hint*

My Circle Ogmates: Desmond Ken.. thx for being tour guides to my 1st MS exp hahaha.. Lewis Elle n rest of them!! happie to noe u guys!

Greg: too bad we weren't in the same grp for sports n smux.. but we still managed to click quite fast arh.. still rem us complaining abt all the AS stuff ,ur bezz law, meeting for lunches with farhan.. next time mus play beach volleyball tog!

Dennis . King yau: Nice AC guys hahhaha surprisingly.. dennis forever making me guess.. secretive sia..king yau's forever frenly.. glad to noe u guys thrg sports camp :)

Gavin!! frisbee kaki: turned out to be surprisingly frenly dude! tok non-stop n forever taking pics with girls HEhehe oops :P

Weiyi: Another bro! hahah coz our names are almost the same. gavin thot we were bro n sis durin smux camp..almost fooled him hahaha. haven been tokin to u for some time *bleah* guilty. but u understds hah alwys so super nice :)

K.S . Thomas . Sean Spencer . Thomas (Ec) . Rash . Azleen: Comm svc would not have been the same without u guys!! Had so much fun haha thgh half the time we were tryin to find time to laze ard Hehe.. fireworks were amazing yar .. who cares we watched it 5 times..

the girlies in NDP: u all noe who u are. can't stand all ur b*tching sia. Hehe wad to do. tok abt almost everyth..u guys made all my Sats so fun!

to all those i haven mentioned.. u guys noe who u are.. cannot carry on listing hahahha.. thx for goin thrg 1st sem of smu with me.. if u think u had enuff.. hahhaa we have 7 more terms yar Hehehe :")

My Sec sch bunch my JC bunch esp lele.. dun need to say liao.. u guys noe me the best..

Special mention to Wend: long distance frenship we have here.. been goin strong for 5 yrs.. can't believe it myself..thx for being there for me!! rem our HK trip? me still saving hahaa miss ya loads :)

okie that's the end of 2005... tata..

Happie 2006!!

.CHAOTA-FIED.

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