Saturday, November 04, 2006
just finish training today.. damn shag!
i think not jus today.. trainings have been really mentally tiring as Regatta approaches..
River regatta in 7 days time!! this coming saturday!!
so to all my dearest frens.. if u have time can come down on Saturday at Boat Quay there near UOB Building to support us.. i will be very happiee to see u guys.. hehehe..
best if u can come on Sunday (that's our finals!)
we will get into finals! hahhaa.. so zhuai rite.. :'P i mean we work so hard, this year we mus see the medal!
All of us have been training damn hard for this coming race too..
when we know that we did not do a good race set during training we get affected by it.
coz we know how badly we want the medal.
today's training was a bit demoralizing coz our pulling strokes are not there yet.
hmm.. i think maybe we let tiredness overwhelm us too often.
mind over body. easy to do but hard to execute.
but we mus perserve! cannot 对不起 ourselves! row hard team SMU for our first medal!!
today when i saw mr fishy i was really very happie!
haven felt that for the last week at least..
coz things are getting very busy with mr fishy side..
thgh i get to see him like when he is working hard for his projects..reports..
but there only little chance when we get to like poke fun at each other..
even talking online seems to be kind of like a waiting game.. waiting for him to respond..
but i noe it's not his fault coz he has to do work too.
i am not exactly very free myself but slightly free-er. hah.
so last week.. i seem to get upset easily when we had little time for each other..
and i was wondering why the whole time.. coz that's not like me..
then it struck me.
i seem to forget the optimistic chaota girl that i have always been especially so when it comes to issues between him n me.
like i get upset when i have to wait a bit longer for his reply on msn.
like i get upset when i have to be the one accomodating to his schedule.
like i get upset when he can't have time for me.
i realised that if i can look a bit more on the bright side, then probably i wouldn't be so upset.
i should appreciate the fact that he took time to talk to me online even when he's busy with work.
i should appreciate the fact that he tries to see me even when he had project meetings..
and i realised that sometimes even if we can still be there for each other in between project meetings n study, it's better than not seeing each other at all.
it's time when i should be more understanding when he's already that busy and not bogged him down with more issues.
just thought that this is something i want to share. coz i felt i really learnt alot.
people always say when both people are growing in a relationship, that's a healthy relationship right?
i guess things will seem a little harder to get by when we are both still studying..
but i feel it will be best to let our relationship be in sync with our studies and not treat them as separate entities. If not, it seems as if one of it will get compromise sooner or later which should not be the case (:
it's so nice to know that we are teaching each other how to love each other more.
-fishy. contented.-
(P.S: living each day to make you happie too! (":)
.CHAOTA-FIED.
