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Monday, January 23, 2006
someone said i looked tired today.
then amadeo said that too. really?
but i have been catching up on all my sleep last weekend.
mayb the effect is lagging. hah.
or mayb i sleep too much? Keke.

girls= mood swings?
din wanna believe that. but sometimes u jus feel the lows.
and it strikes u when u least expected it.
like today.
was feeling super good and super high until dinnertime.
not that anything happen.
in fact i was in the company of my bestest buds.
but i jus felt so down. like u jus wanna stay quiet even if it's for a while.

my heart still feels funny when i heard of him having meals with other pple (obviously i meant girls. hah.)
thgh i noe that i have let go and have got over it. or mayb that's wad i tell myself.
it's like 'argh' u noe that kinda feeling. it's norm they say.
someone says jus find another one and u will get over it faster.
well to a certain extent it's true.
but i din wanna get into another r/s coz of that. it's jus not rite. not fair.not the time.
but somehow i guess it will happen inevitably.

been thinking when i was walking home.
wad if all this never happens at all. will i still be the same as i am?
it had affected me somehow.
but i noe i am a strong chao ta girl. jus give me time to adjust.
learning to be on my own. without having to turn to someone all the time.
learning not to turn back. but turn'forward' hah.

realise how impt frens can be in ur life.
glad that they are ard me.
met my ltb mates who make me laugh. as alwys.
met peiling in the visitor centre. chatted and laughed. did warm ups.
met daphne n esther who were goin for soccer ivp. wish them luck.
met daryl after running. finally saw me in the redbull singlet he bought me :)
met weizhe on the way to gym. more bickering.
met dewei in the gym. more teasing.
met becks in the gym. haven seen her for super long.
met phie phie to mug.
met cip and amadeo for dinner.
met shah jieyang n suzi on way home. shah made me laugh again. concern abt my dark rings. kekeke.
met frens who kept me company 24 hrs a day X)

- strong chao ta girl-
.CHAOTA-FIED.

ABOUT ChaotaGirl

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` she is in love. with many things.
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` she embrace happiness
` she wants him to be home safe.

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` Dragonboat
` Dark Chocs!
` Strawberry Yan Yan
` Hokkaido Green Tea Ice cream
` Vanilla Ice Cream
` Gummies
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