Tuesday, December 27, 2005
superb day today!!
a day to catch up with my dear frens :)
thgh we are all in the same faculty..
but we dun seem to have the time to meet up in sch..hah :P
it was great toking at the fountain..
tok abt everything under the sun or erm moon Hehe.. jus the four of us.
din noe we had that much to tok abt.
haha oops.
was expecting that we weren't be hanging ard that long..
but we end up toking on n on..
i luv it..
thot it was great to share our thots..
din realised we all faced similar problems..
great to noe that. :") good to have peeps on the same boat as u hahhaha
and as always... it's good to spit it out.
din realised that fountain of wealth was the largest fountain in the world till now lar.
wad the *toot* hahaha
out of the 4 of us..3 of us write blogs..
was telling them abt the irony part of writing a blog..
me was initially afraid that people will look at me in a different light..
as in.. sometimes from the way u write a blog.. u may portray urself as a different person from who u actuallly are in front of frens..
n i feel that i am someone like that..
frens who noe me "on the surface".. noe that i am the happy-go-luck kind.. or princess haha ... Hehehe :D
prob only frens who noes me really well noes me really well.. hahahaa
they see the different sides of me..
was afraid that people might see me as a different person after reading my blog..
like wad my fren said : sometimes it's really too personal to write it on the blog.
but somehow i managed to convince myself that..
it doesn't matter anyway..
it would be better for others to noe the real 'u' then to jus noe u frm the surface..
it's then up to them whether they still accept the way u are..
something my fren said which i thot was really true..
usually when we write blogs..we are always on our own.. so it's inevitable that our blogs will seem a little sad n lonely.. it's normal..
i jus realised.. the reason why i have been against writing blogs is because i din wanna let others noe that the times when i felt low..
i always wanted others to see the bright side of me.. the optimistic side..
usually i kept all the negative sides to my closest frens..
but there are jus too many frens ( too popular lar.. Hehehe .. cip.alvin . sarah is goin to roll their eyes hehehe as always :P)
kind of tedious to repeat everything again n again..
not that blogging saves all the explanations n elaborations..
but at least it saves me frm repeating myself again n again..
by jus portrayin myself as someone positive.. i guess i am not doin myself justice..
i have got to be 'me'..
since i hate to be pessimistic.. (coz it will jus dampen everyone else's mood)
it's fairly acceptable to jus blog it instead..
but dun worry guys.. i am not tryin very hard to be optimistic k..
coz i am already one. hahaha dun need to try.. :")
hope that frens who dun really noe me.. can get use to the other side of me.. hahhaah
had a wonderful time tonite.. besides the D24 durian flo frm new zealand ice cream..which was satisfying after a ok only chicken curry rice at genki. nothing can beat the one at curry flavour yet thgh.. :)
thankie sarah clar n de wei!! u guys are great!! :") dun noe y i am jus sooo comfy with u guys ard..thgh we like only noe each other thrg econs og..
hahahha it's prob fate lar..cliche but true.. :)
lookin forward to our sushi buffet!! n k-lunch!
special thanks to de wei.. for accompanying me home.. coz my hse quite ulu.. got urh-bu nei Hehe oops.. :P
even thgh i insisted i dun need it.. (since it's not the latest i have gone home alone..)
but he persisted.. ok lor.. let him show his gentlemanly side..
dun say i nv give u chance lor.. hahaha
but he's one of the few i noe who send peeps home.. but too bad girls..
he's not available liao.. Hehehe.. but nvm lar.. i am sure there are better catch out there..
n de wei.. i still believe guys dun have good sense of direction :P
.CHAOTA-FIED.
