Monday, December 26, 2005
realised my fonts are super biggie.. hehe.. but i like it :)
sometimes the fonts in other blogs are kinda small.. me can't stand it ..
but hey no offense yar.. it's ..er .. erm.. personal preference.. that's how u put it..
Realised that i picked a perfect blog template for myself..
luv the colours.. retro..
n wad's more.. my fav green n orange ( peeps who noes me noes how i luv this 2 colours..)
was looking for gold.. can't find it.. too lazy to come up with my own template..
today's.. or mayb yest's.. i mean on xmas' day is one of the days i sent out the most smes..
xmas greetings..
jus thot it will be nice to send it to peeps i have nv kept in touch for some time..
n aso erm.. check out the response..
( coz i was kinda touched to receive like 6 smses at one shot in the morn. greetings frm frens whom i nv tok to for a few mths. hah *grinz*)
was kinda glad that some peeps responded hahhaa.. thgh actually come to think of it there's no need to lar.. ( coz if i were in ur position i prob wun reply.. hurhur.. gotcha :P)
but it's all for the fun rite..
hmmm..
there's jus this particular reply that i was waitin for..
waiting .. waiting.. n waiting..
even thgh i knew i shldn't be expecting a reply.. or mayb i already knew..
but i chose to send the sms anyway..
it was the same sms greeting that i sent to everyone..
except that it was a tad special..
it ended with sth like '~CTG :")' - (btw that's my fav smiley)
u can make a quick guess wad CTG means .. u prob get it faster than me..
i din noe wad it means when he came up with that acronym..
him n his acronyms.. i'm forever guessing wad they all means..
n getting teased for not getting it XP
thot it will be sth close to the heart when i ended with that erm.. line?
but it meant nothing else.. jus a simple greeting frm a fren that's all..
well a different kind of fren mayb..
that's the thing abt me.. i think too much sometimes..
makes me so sensitive to pple's actions.. it kinda affects my thoughts too..
thgh i dun show it. hah :)
said we'll be frens.. mayb damn good frens.. blurdy good t*amat* :D
i am serious abt being frens thgh.. not crossing the line.
was expecting something different after we decided to let go..
or mayb i shldn't..
too many thoughts rushing thrg my mind now..
can't put it dwn..
but i think u get it...
wanna tok to u yest. when u were online.
was waiting for u to start the conversation..
in the end u din. then i din. i jus signed out instead.
our "dao-in"game. hah.
u noe i'v alwys tok abt ur "dao-ness". hahaha
i jus din wanna give in.. not the 1st time.. not this time..
guess we are both stubborn pple .
which is bad. coz they say it's alwys better to have one giving in.
but who's they anyway hahahha..
follow my heart.. someone said..
i noe i din wanna be the one.
that's y i was willing to let go.partly. mayb mainly.
time. guess everyone needs that.
ur trip gave me time to think.
to be myself.
to be independent again.
that's y i din miss u that much like i used to. hah.
despite everything ..u left me with much more nicer memories. fortunately. X)
wanna tok to u again.. abt everything that happened when u were not ard.
like i used to.
but this time it's slightly different.
hope there's less suan-ing n less stepping-on-each-other-toes like b4 u left :)
anyway i've learnt not to rush things..
trying to keep n treat things simple. apparently i have failed on the latter. hahaha
waiting for next trg.
getting sleepy ...
1.57 am.. ( can't adjust the time )
.CHAOTA-FIED.
